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12 de Abril 2006
contr...
adiction
ary
rrrroll over
myself
it is all a way of control excercised the way i was taught to respond. and with a thought backward i can do both, respond and control.
my boss came to me today and said i don't want you to be under stress,
you are doing too much
ask for help
i have been waiting too long, letting it go too long before i ask for help.
i am trying to speak up when i am at the edge of myself. it shows weakness and it shows up like i have lost control but maybe it is just my way of coming back
getting my voice back
and i have to understand that.
self control doesn't mean I win all the battles, just the one with myself, at least i put up a good fight.
| By crymytinyflood | 9:12 PM
