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11 de Enero 2008
transition transmission
new trimester
new year, even.
so here is what i need:
cat
house
hot drink
someone to whom i can say, "will you just look at that cat what the hell is she doing?!"
thank you God in all your infinite effing wisdom for providing s*%$ like people, places, hot.
i hate change. i don't think i would even change my clothes if i didn't think it makes it easier for my friends to be around me when i try to smell my best.
and today someone told me that hair is relational. which is so true, especially when you share a bed and sometimes a pillow with another person.
and
i also saw a sign that said
I'm here just knock.
i really like that kind of sign: so concise and inviting and yet, there is no obligation or anything.
really low maintenance.
sometimes i think we need more communication for things like that. like tshirts and tattoos that really say the simple stuff like:
I'm not feeling really great right now, you can hug me if you want but I might not hug back.
Today is my birthday.
Can you get me some hot chocolate... and fast?
I missed the bus.
My stomach hurts.
I don't think I can have sex with you tonight, so let's just not.
I don't want to talk today.
I'm trying to quit swearing--afuckingain.
This is a really busy week for me.
Sorry I missed your call, I flushed my cell phone down the toilet.
I didn't clean my house before you arrived, and I'm all right with that.
I don't like black olives.
I like school.
I like church.
I like my job.
I'm in transition, give me a break.
you know, things like that.
i had a button once that said thank you for not picking your nose. but i can't wear it anymore because i kind of like picking my nose now, it can be really satisfying when you get a nice big booger out and you can breath again for once damnit.
i also used to have pin that said write hard, die free. which is really good but i lost it, it fell off. and anyway i have it memorized so that is OK and wouldn't it be such a cool thing to find on the street for some lucky person?
yeah.
| By crymytinyflood | 12:12 PM