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28 de Enero 2009
the apology
John Updike passed away.
and it makes me feel ready to apologize profusely.
i am pretty smart
except when it comes to
being afraid of what you must think of me.
For a while I was trying to pretend that I can't guess what you are thinking and it was a good experiment but I stopped
now I think I will begin the experiment again because whenever I think I know what you are thinking I think you are thinking bad things about me. And that is what I am sorry for, for quitting when the wondering-instead-of-guessing experiment had only begun to work, for thinking you hate me.
help yourself | By crymytinyflood | 9:12 AM
