Enero 2006 Archives

miracles

One of my students managed to make eye contact with me at the exact moment he licked the toe of his tennis shoe. I was speechless. I left off explaining the letter m in all its glory. mmmmmmmmmmmm, there was nothing else to be said.
Another student has a car salesman for a father, upon his arrival said student began to cry, suddenly and inexplicably: the usual. Answering my blank stare--no amount of schooling can prepare you for this--superdadtotherescue asked if she was having the kind of problem ice cream can fix. Let me just say

yes!

yes! this is the kind of problem ice cream can fix.

Yes! I am glad to be back amongst the wild huggers. I had to take off an entire week to recuperate from the 102 degree fever. The royal shoe taster even remembered to hang up his coat on my first day back.
Miracles are all around.
For example: Martin and I became members of the church. Ha! Session said they were impressed by my reasons for joining. (I told them I can't figure out why this whole church thing isn't working, membership schmembership, why isn't there anyone volunteering to teach sunday school?) I figure I'll get in on the inside and attend some real important meetings, maybe even join a committee with a long name, like "projector has a broken lightbulb committee".

And then maybe the graduate school of my choice will accept me and we will move to Bothell just a few short months after becoming official members at the church we have attended and worked for the past five years. We lead a very fickle life, you see. We are glad to have the kind of problems we have, they lend themselves to some amazing solutions and this, I think, is stunning, like a new leaf unfolding. Not turning over, unfolding, miraculous.

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mary oliver read her poem: "wild geese" on city arts and lectures
and i like the part about "soft animal body".
that was good and i thought
poetry poetry poetry poetry poetry poetry poetry
what a crazy tree

and then i walked to my front door. the dog downstairs is named karma, and she barks, but only if you deserve it.

i think maybe i will tell the admissions people that i am really going back to grad school because the cat who lives here likes to eat my essays fresh from the bubble jet printer and i think it is God's way of explaining things.

just this once

let it be supposed that I know how to write an essay and that I should be doing right now.
but I hear Rosemary's voice telling me to get out of my head and even though I finally figured out what that means, I am still the same selfish person who would much rather the reader get into mine. I like poetry much better because it isn't supposed to be so obvious.

my grandmother sent me a Christmas card that said:
this is gramps' first Christmas in heaven without the pain.
Ain't that great?
The inscription read "May the love of Christ be your gift this year."
and I know, because I was able to get out of my own head when I read this, that she meant it to mean "I'm not shopping." But she didn't want to write that out because that is exactly what she wrote last year... and consistency is only, if ever, hampered by the nuance of variety in my family.